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01:32pm 02/07/2003
 
mood: lazy
Ever since Metallica put out there new album i've been really into there older music again. i got all the albums now from when they started to the black album (early 90's) i just need to burn them. I dont know why but i always seem to get these phases where i go back to listening to them for a long time, oh well. Work soon....
 
     
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10:38pm 27/06/2003
 
mood: lazy
Happy Deathday!
Your name:meteor_raine
You will die on:Sunday, February 8, 2037
You will die of:Ran with Scissors
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GAHHH   
01:52am 25/06/2003
 
mood: lazy
I love this icon!! thank you Rainecloud=)
 
     
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:((   
01:27pm 04/06/2003
 
mood: sore
i woke up with a charlie horse.. :(( ( incase you dont know what that is) its when the muscle behind your shin tighten's up in a rock solid ball and the pain is almost unbearable for about 5- 10 minutes, and when you feel the back of your leg.. the muscles is literally a solid rock. You cant walk. you cant do anything but lay there and and just massage yourself and wait. I hate when people get a little pain in the back of there leg and 10 seconds later they go "ow damm i just had a charlie horse" these friggen things are almost unbearable for a good 7 minutes i'd say sometimes longer or shorter.. you can prevent them from happening when you are awake. thats why i hate waking up with them cause i cant prevent it:(. Well anyway time for work
 
     
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02:25pm 02/06/2003
 
mood: lazy
It is time. for the awakening!
 
     
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haha this wasn't as stupid as i thought it was, but it's still dumb   
02:19pm 02/06/2003
 
mood: lazy
rainecloud 98%
final_heaven 82%
How compatible with me are YOU?
 
     
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11:33pm 30/05/2003
 
mood: lazy
Im an asshole, aren't i?
 
     
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Rem   
06:16am 29/05/2003
 
mood: lazy
what is it about music.... it doesn't need words to make you go through so many emotions like its controlling you, weird, anyway, damm its late/early, im tired, i think its time for more sleep.. at 6am
 
     
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i hate work   
01:38pm 28/05/2003
 
mood: lazy
i think im going to quit my job. i've been thinking about it for some time now. It's depressing, it sounds depressing it feels depressing. And i dont know, the idea of giving what people want feels depressing, but now im off to work, i haven't written in my journal in awhile, i dont really have a reason as to why, i just haven't
 
     
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wat now   
12:47am 28/05/2003
 
mood: lazy
gravity on me never let me down gently
gravity with me never let me go no no
gravity

i dont pull me down
i dont pull me down on me
i dont pull me down
i dont pull me down on you
 
     
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yeah   
05:16am 08/04/2003
 
mood: touched
Dont you hate it, when people are in love they're so,
They're so happy, so fucking happy happy!
 
     
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my true identity   
11:48pm 01/04/2003
 
mood: bitchy
Weellll since Waka decided to reveal her self to the world of LJ people, i guess i should go ahead and join her, for. I am not Jason! i am Muhamamammamaad! i come from far land away from America! i like to draw pigs. i am Muhahamad i change name and identity or else i die in US for being who i am! war bad.. war make me look bad by lookin at me.. I am muhamamamamad I am SODY!
 
     
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHh   
11:38pm 27/03/2003
 
mood: ecstatic
I GOT WINDWAKER!! ITS AWESOME I GOT I GOT IT I KNOWI KNOW I LOVE IT I LOVE THE ANNIMATION I DONT CARE IF LINK DOESN'T LOOK "HOT" OR "YUM" IN THIS GAME LIKE MANY GIRLS HAVE PUT IT.. ITS AWESOME! I CANT STOP PLAYING IT!!!i also got the extra ocraina of time game thingee and the masterquest game=) a wall scroll and the stradegy guide for windwaker all for the price of windwaker=) i love pre-ordering IM GOING TO GO PLAY!!
 
     
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i cant think, yet im thinking about it   
06:24am 23/03/2003
 
mood: depressed
i need to sleep
i feel i cant feel, i cant think of what i want to. and i can only think of what i hate. i feel like a crappy animation. playing over and over and over, just moving back and forth, it feels timeless, and lost. As if hundreds of thoughts are racing through my mind, but i couldn't pick one specific thing out no matter how hard i tried. I need a change, i feel changed, i feel stuck. I've thought about school before, i've thought about going back, and i've thought about doing work, i dropped out of highschool.. and as sad as i feel to say this.. i kinda.. in some odd messed up way. miss working like that, i hate workingteh way i am now. it feels like im not ready for it yet. i feel lost i cant seem to get it right. I want to be able to sit all day and listen to someone like i used to. and not listen to bickering and upset customers. I want to go back to school, but i need money,i know i can finish highschool at the community college here.. ( i think ) if i could do that, i would love to, i think about going to another college from there.. have some kind of degree of any degree i would be interested in, it feels like i forgot a lot about school and just the every year things you learn, maybe it would come back to me. or maybe im thinking about it to much. Right now, everything is distorted, a flood of hatred for the everyday person, a drop of lifelessness, from caring about myself. Something needs to be changed, or everything is going to be lost... i dont know, maybe im just tired
 
     
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bleh   
02:30am 09/03/2003
 
mood: sore
You know i'll be there, my day will come
I know some day i'll be the only one

My day will come
i know someday, i'll be the only one
 
     
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updating   
08:35pm 02/03/2003
 
mood: complacent
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08:34pm 02/03/2003
 
mood: creative
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Pathological Breathier   
09:11pm 22/02/2003
  'just because your paranoid, dont mean there not after you'  
     
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I want a fucking answer!   
09:17pm 21/02/2003
  www.justiceforkurt.com!!!!!!!!!!!
GO THERE Read the information!! YOU FUCKING Decide! i feel like crying i can't take this shit FUCK THIS WORLD!
 
     
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08:38pm 21/02/2003
 
mood: depressed
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